Pandora's imaginary gift by MISSluna-kitsune, literature
Literature
Pandora's imaginary gift
Im climbing....
I can almost see the top...
My knees are bleeding,
My fingers worn to the bone...
Almost....there?
No...just another ledge...
Will I ever see the other side?
Im Crawling...
Squeezing through every knook
cranny...
My skin raw, my bones broken...
I see the light...
Why won't it get any closer?
Im Starving...
I survive on any scraps...
Praying to one day be filled,
with warmth and satisfied,
Not gluttony...
just...
satisfied...
I grew up...not hoping for a fairy tale...
but just for enough...
my expectations growing lower..and lower
ton non-existent...
Begging for things to just....
get better...
But sometimes...They NEVER
the invisible mask by MISSluna-kitsune, literature
Literature
the invisible mask
I open my mouth
but you hear only what you want
of what You see
what color are the glasses you see through?
What mask have you put on me
every time i come through that door?
I try and tell you...
my frustrations...
but they mean nothing compared to....
So I've learned to shut my mouth...
I've learned to say sorry...
for existing..
for speaking....
Then you pick at...
why do you say sorry?...
"Its that person's fault isnt it..." You say with a obligated concern
When we all know who really shaped that...
You have the nerve to say...
I think you don't know what you want...
and interrupt me when I try to explain,
Accusing Me of the interru
do you light the fire? by MISSluna-kitsune, literature
Literature
do you light the fire?
don't jump...
tis better to never have tried
than to try at all...
friends...
cannot remain friends...
cannot try to be more...
That would be unwise
Don't get hurt...
better to be luke warm,
than get hot or cold
that's how you get sick
silly girl....
silly...
silly...
pathetic.....
girl.....
I look in the mirror,
And I see my brown eyes....
A pair of boring,
Uninteresting
Mud pits,
Staring back.
The rest of the face
Ain't much better
A plain
dark haired girl....
Nothing extraordinary.
No exotic beauty to make up for it
This is the character...that is taken advantage of,
Or picked over....
For that pretty girl over there....with her blue sparkling eyes
This girl watches as others smile
And coo over the princess next to her
While she wonders if anyone...
Anyone ever....
saw her as a princess ...
We....grow up,
Imagining that we ourselves are special...
That we are deemed for some
Greater purpose....
B
If I set myself ablaze
I still could not melt this heart,
this heart you've turned to ice itself
how fragile its become….
It could shatter in a moment,
with one gesture or remark
from your poisoned lips
and every time…
I pick up the pieces, and freeze them together again.
My tears,
cannot even stain my pillow,
they have dried up,
from keeping my heart frozen
I am a human being,
not some cursed emotionless fairy of lore.
I yearn for fire,
for heat...
to envelop me,
body and soul.
To set my heart ablaze again.
I crave the hot kisses from ones lips,
roaming every inch of my body,
finishing at my lip
The real me…
She's scared…
what will you think of her…
what if she says the wrong thing…
the real me…
thinks no one likes her…
how could they like her?
she's shy and quiet…and sometimes says the worst things at the wrong time…
the real me…
she's too trusting…
she releases her burdens
only to gain new ones…
when her trust is broken
the real me hides behind a mask…
What if they are only putting up with me…
because of others I am acquainted with?
The real me…
constantly doubts herself…
afraid of saying too much
"she's so self centered"
or saying too
Pandora's imaginary gift by MISSluna-kitsune, literature
Literature
Pandora's imaginary gift
Im climbing....
I can almost see the top...
My knees are bleeding,
My fingers worn to the bone...
Almost....there?
No...just another ledge...
Will I ever see the other side?
Im Crawling...
Squeezing through every knook
cranny...
My skin raw, my bones broken...
I see the light...
Why won't it get any closer?
Im Starving...
I survive on any scraps...
Praying to one day be filled,
with warmth and satisfied,
Not gluttony...
just...
satisfied...
I grew up...not hoping for a fairy tale...
but just for enough...
my expectations growing lower..and lower
ton non-existent...
Begging for things to just....
get better...
But sometimes...They NEVER
the invisible mask by MISSluna-kitsune, literature
Literature
the invisible mask
I open my mouth
but you hear only what you want
of what You see
what color are the glasses you see through?
What mask have you put on me
every time i come through that door?
I try and tell you...
my frustrations...
but they mean nothing compared to....
So I've learned to shut my mouth...
I've learned to say sorry...
for existing..
for speaking....
Then you pick at...
why do you say sorry?...
"Its that person's fault isnt it..." You say with a obligated concern
When we all know who really shaped that...
You have the nerve to say...
I think you don't know what you want...
and interrupt me when I try to explain,
Accusing Me of the interru
do you light the fire? by MISSluna-kitsune, literature
Literature
do you light the fire?
don't jump...
tis better to never have tried
than to try at all...
friends...
cannot remain friends...
cannot try to be more...
That would be unwise
Don't get hurt...
better to be luke warm,
than get hot or cold
that's how you get sick
silly girl....
silly...
silly...
pathetic.....
girl.....
I look in the mirror,
And I see my brown eyes....
A pair of boring,
Uninteresting
Mud pits,
Staring back.
The rest of the face
Ain't much better
A plain
dark haired girl....
Nothing extraordinary.
No exotic beauty to make up for it
This is the character...that is taken advantage of,
Or picked over....
For that pretty girl over there....with her blue sparkling eyes
This girl watches as others smile
And coo over the princess next to her
While she wonders if anyone...
Anyone ever....
saw her as a princess ...
We....grow up,
Imagining that we ourselves are special...
That we are deemed for some
Greater purpose....
B
If I set myself ablaze
I still could not melt this heart,
this heart you've turned to ice itself
how fragile its become….
It could shatter in a moment,
with one gesture or remark
from your poisoned lips
and every time…
I pick up the pieces, and freeze them together again.
My tears,
cannot even stain my pillow,
they have dried up,
from keeping my heart frozen
I am a human being,
not some cursed emotionless fairy of lore.
I yearn for fire,
for heat...
to envelop me,
body and soul.
To set my heart ablaze again.
I crave the hot kisses from ones lips,
roaming every inch of my body,
finishing at my lip
The real me…
She's scared…
what will you think of her…
what if she says the wrong thing…
the real me…
thinks no one likes her…
how could they like her?
she's shy and quiet…and sometimes says the worst things at the wrong time…
the real me…
she's too trusting…
she releases her burdens
only to gain new ones…
when her trust is broken
the real me hides behind a mask…
What if they are only putting up with me…
because of others I am acquainted with?
The real me…
constantly doubts herself…
afraid of saying too much
"she's so self centered"
or saying too
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